i just went home.i couldn’t find the right words to say about that day.whew.dazzling.amazing.the craziest day of my life.or is it.i guess.every”freakin” day of my life is crazy.haha.in good ways more than one.yuh.i drink.i mess up but i dont die.i guess i live free.anyways,it was just a freakin drinking session with my friends.things got boring when this 5 guys came to our table and drank with us.they were not flirting,no.all the better.asked us if we’d like to dance.hell,yes.we danced to the rythm of everything.i was just so busy dancin that i didn’t know who grabbed me. this freaking cute young guy.who made his way through me by just dancing so cooly.when we felt it was safe,we kissed in the middle of the dance floor.hell,it was really nothing.i felt normal doing that here in cebu.what got me is that the people there just got ooohhhs and aaaahhhhs.they where so fuckin amazed,hell,i thought it was normal.i was just so used doing it here that i forgot i was already making a joke of myself.it just occured to me..my.my.i was so amazed about my life here that i forgot what my life has been or the things i lost in ormoc.i was some kind of  a freaking bitch.anyway,i didn’t know that i made such an impact on the guy(a kid more likely),that he was soooooo quiet the whole time after that kissing session.hahaha.too ba for him.it felt nothing to me.when i fel like going home i got up minding my own biz.shit someone grabbed me again.i was like hey!watta fuck!,and just then i saw the most gorgeous guys ever(a real turn on major hottie).i call him the guy in nike.ok.don’t freak out.i didn’t get kissed by that guy as much as i want to.he just asked me if i wanna stay.but gosh,i felt so going back to my seat and flirt with this guy.too bad i didn’t get a pix with him.i have to make up my mind and let this people wrap up their thoughts about me.at least i made a statement before i went  to reality.even the most gorgeous guy can’t stop me.haha.hahay.i felt shaken,that was a funny experience.i know this thing is so easy for you guys,but i have this sense of forebidding myself doing crazy stuffs and all.i’m not sure if it’s gonna happen again(of course it’s gonna happen again but not sure with the place).but 1 thing i’m sure of.never kiss a guy in the middle of the dance floor unless that guy is the hottest guy in that place.yuh?.uhuh.gotta go.